Where I lose myself I will find You

I dknw what's up with me but I've been feeling the anxiousness cause Chinese O's results will be released tmrw. Seriously, I really dknw what to expect. It's either I'll do acceptably well or I'll screw it. There's no average I guess, since my oral was bad. But I really don't wanna retake it. God, I feel so insecure.

I didn't know we were doing pre-Ndp celebrations. Fringe celebrations, they call it. Pumping balloons yesterday was actually fun. But morning was wasted cause we spent most of the time waiting, slacking, getting hooked on gameboy + ipod, texting & taking photos. I think we spent four to five hours pumping the balloons. So many burst! :( Sad thing was that in less than a hour we gave away all the balloons. But that was rather fun though.

My mum bought me Hillsong's new album, Mighty to Save. It has preetty nice songs but not rocky like United or Planet Shakers. Anyhow, I'm still loving it! :)

A thousand times I've failed but your mercy remains
& should I stumble again, still I'm caught in Your Grace
Everlasting, Your light will shine when all things fades
In my heart, in my soul, I give you control