So find a reason to stay alive

I am sun-kissed (more like burnt) & I swear I look red like a four-hours boiled crab who's too shy to look at her lover :( Training was Friendly with the C'div but it turned out we didn't play much. But I felt happy being on the pitch again after a long silence. Good thing was that the old farts (Sec4s) were spared of fitness.

National day celebration in school today. If there wasn't training I wanted so much to attend, I wouldn't even have gone to school (I had horrendous cramps yesterday). & as usual, every single one was extremely patriotic screeeeeeeeaming I-deeply-love-my-nation-I-only-can-show-it-on-National Day songs. Oh, sappy songs for the nation.

I dknw why but it feels exciting I'm going to the Ndp tmrw (even though I'm not a die hard patriot). Hur even though it meant awaking early :( It's (un)cool we're gonna have early entry to the stadium like say, 9am to pump balloons? I wanna see the sexy fireworks & screeeeam! Oh, they say Ms Wong's brother is cute so I hope I'll see him since they're going too hahah. I will find Bernetta & Madeline at the Yellow sector :) Jillian & Hitomi, 7.20am at Macs, don't be late (we all know the penalty). Ah, even the Ndp can be Blissful with the presence of friends <3

It feels incredibly great now that the Dsa offer stage for phase2 is over and everyone knows where're they're heading. Now that our fate is sealed, we won't have any worries for each other.

Chinese results will be released on Oh-Dreary-Friday (Why why why). I saw the prelims time-table today & Shucks (with a Capital S). My anxiety level shot up higher than a meteor star. There are days when we have three/at least two different subject papers. What is this man. They have to crash our prelims even before we get a chance to do prevent it from crashing. Sometimes the Shit must be thrown at our faces before we can dodge.