sorry i can't be perfect
sometimes i can't help wonder what's the perfect reason of life. life is so tough with so much ups & downs & it's just too unpredictable. you never know when something will happen & take your life away. our lives are in God's hands. i mean we all gotta die & leave this world. it's just whether or not we get to 'experience' life on earth. well, it's important cause if i wasn't born to this earth, i would have missed out on alot. all the wonderful people i've met & known, all the fun play & shopping. & not forgetting, the experience of God's manifestation of His great love, grace & mercy.
& the thing with human being is that we always tend to compare what we have with others. even our life, the quality of life, the things happening in others' life & we somewhat never seem to be satisfied with our own life. we always feel that others have a better life than us, like the grass is always greener on the other side, but hey. it's as difficult, if not even more difficult to cut.
yeah you can't chose how you look which family you're born in but you got a choice how you wanna shape your life. so now we all gotta learn to look at the positive side of life. i gotta learn too. life's more than just all the material comfort. much much more than that. i don't care what people say, it's alright cause jackass i can't make everyone happy. i'll just do the right thing even if it doesn't fit the world. i should learn to appreciate things & people around me more & whine less. that'll do me alot of good. & study hard for next year. that's the first piority as for now. yeah i'll go be a good girl & study.
wait, shopping tmrw first. haha.
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
do you feel lost inside
of someone else's life?
hey. it'd been a gazillion years since i posted an entry. well, maybe not really a gazillion years but it feels like i haven't been taking care of my blog for a looooong time. who wanna be my blog care-taker? haha.
back from malaysia (malacca, kl & penang). everything was good except for many people falling sick during the trip. get well soon! tournament was good. two teams got into the finals & fer lai got the best goalie award & ms martens got the best player award. we met the obs boys at kl mega mall. & 'accidentally' met charlton on the road. haha how small the world is boy! the team bonded quite abit, food was good, shooooopping was good. everything is great!
there's flooding in four northern states of malaysia and we were in penang (also a northern state) when that happened. all thanks to God cause we only experience small rains that didn't result in flooding. & we all came back safely. remember last year there was the tsunami & penang also got hit? we came back on the 22th & the tsunami came on the 26th. we got back on the same week as the tsunami. so close! God is good, all the time.
do you feel the christmas cheer? jingle jingle all the way, cause santa claus is coming to town! haha well maybe not. that's only for kids like you. christmas is merely four days away & i don't feel the christmas spirit & cheer at all. maybe i've been too busy & caught up with things in life that i don't feel christmas anymore.
many many parties coming up. which ones should i go? i'm in such a delimma. maybe i just won't go for all? haha.
alright. that's bout it for today. it's more like a blog 'revival'. so for those who think that my blog is dead, hey it'd just been revived :) get busy with all your christmas shopping & celebrations people. bye lovelies!
of someone else's life?
hey. it'd been a gazillion years since i posted an entry. well, maybe not really a gazillion years but it feels like i haven't been taking care of my blog for a looooong time. who wanna be my blog care-taker? haha.
back from malaysia (malacca, kl & penang). everything was good except for many people falling sick during the trip. get well soon! tournament was good. two teams got into the finals & fer lai got the best goalie award & ms martens got the best player award. we met the obs boys at kl mega mall. & 'accidentally' met charlton on the road. haha how small the world is boy! the team bonded quite abit, food was good, shooooopping was good. everything is great!
there's flooding in four northern states of malaysia and we were in penang (also a northern state) when that happened. all thanks to God cause we only experience small rains that didn't result in flooding. & we all came back safely. remember last year there was the tsunami & penang also got hit? we came back on the 22th & the tsunami came on the 26th. we got back on the same week as the tsunami. so close! God is good, all the time.
do you feel the christmas cheer? jingle jingle all the way, cause santa claus is coming to town! haha well maybe not. that's only for kids like you. christmas is merely four days away & i don't feel the christmas spirit & cheer at all. maybe i've been too busy & caught up with things in life that i don't feel christmas anymore.
many many parties coming up. which ones should i go? i'm in such a delimma. maybe i just won't go for all? haha.
alright. that's bout it for today. it's more like a blog 'revival'. so for those who think that my blog is dead, hey it'd just been revived :) get busy with all your christmas shopping & celebrations people. bye lovelies!
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