Monday, January 30, 2006

stick with you

hey. yknw today's the last day of the cny break? so sad cause we gotta go back to school tomorrow. but at least this is just a three-days school week. two under21
games this weekend with teck whye & crescent. frankly the two matches i've been looking forward to the most.

the biggest & most intensifying test is coming, the bdiv. fixtures are out. first game is with yuhua. sounds abit pressurising but i've confidence we'll do well. hopefully by God's Grace we'll top our pool & have a smooth journey. will be interceding for the team everynight.

alright. back some time later :)

Friday, January 20, 2006

fall out run it

feels so good that it's friday again. i always look forward to the last school day each week. who doesn't? third week of school and instead of feeling more stressed up, surprisingly i feel more relaxed. guess i've learnt to take things easy and focus step by step. well, afterall nothing great could be done in a rush.

had a really good and heartening talk to jillian today. it feels so nice to pour everything out to someone. haven't had such time to kill for a long time. i'm feeling so much happier now :)

fitness training today. quite a good workout especially the first long run. under21 game with sajc on sunday hope i'll be on form. i'll start visualising from tonight onwards. - minds of steel, legs to die for!

"love your enemies, do good to those who hate you."Luke 6:27
this is indeed a difficult lesson. Lord, grant me your boundless grace.

Monday, January 09, 2006

dream it, make it

okay right now the only reason why i'm posting this entry is cause i'm feeding my addiction. i can't help not being on comp. it's just this urge that never seems to go away till i satisfy it. now i know what an addiction really is. so since i'm online i shall update.

first day of week two & the feeling of stress can never be worst. there's only two main things on my mind - school & hockey. play is long gone. game on saturday was postponed. it was such a disappointment cause we all woke up early to be on time for the game. but to our dismay, the game was postponed. then i checked training schedule & found out that hockey is on six times this week (if you wanna include today but training was cancelled due to the rain). training tmrw, on a public holiday. under-21 games are on this saturday & sunday. i'm not grumbling, really. but five to six trainings & games per week is no joke. this is really getting hectic. we're all trying so hard to manange our time, to make time for studying. we can chase time but we can't fight time, seriously. yeah i know it all boils down to time management. i'm really trying damn hard this year. it's true that somehow when you've a target & yknw where you wanna go, you'll strive & make time for it.

i need much more self motivation than this. through the darkest night, God's light will shine. when everythings' broken, His hands will comfort me.

God Bless All.
greatest lovinggg <3

Friday, January 06, 2006

falling apart

first week of school. one word, stress. yeah extemely stressed. it's quite sick cause since the first day of school, every teacher in every single class had been talking about o'levels. it's like the stress piling on. can you imagine that? propers lessons had started & we can't escape all the homework. we have to try very hard to catch up fast on the syllabus, especially for chemistry. i'm sick worried for that. we've like seventeen chapters to complete this year, within six studying months in school (minus the school hols & prelims). gonna get emaths & chemistry tuition soon. well, this is just the beginning and the worst'd yet to come.

something lighter. collected the team colours award for b'division last year. stayed back & helped out at the hockey booth. fifty eight girls signed up for the trials. that's alot compared to previous years. what a hot cca. haha. oh & we played hockey for demo. it was interesting cause carolyn kept on having sparsm & started shaking & making spastic actions. ohwell & i got an injury cause ber hit the ball into my always-injured-poor ankle which is now swollen. but we all'd lotsa good fun & laughter! :)

last note to kickoff the weekend:
complete your homework(s), revise your work & study hard!

The Good Lord Bless All.
much much lovinggggg <3