Friday, February 24, 2006

trigger happy

just got home from the hockey gathering at catherine's house. mm we'd lotsa fun as usual and exceptionally lots of laughter especially during the 'best player' thing. okay there's always times when i feel that life is so full of superficial things and people, when i feel that i've nothing to be happy and proud about. but this year, i realise that i really have some things to be happy and proud of. my hockey team and my favourite girls, bernetta, carolyn, hitomi, jillian, madeline and marissa. they brought such fun and joy into my life and i've became more sensible over the years partly because of them. i feel that i'm truly blessed to have them.

loving for all you girls!

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

sweetest goodbye

share your dreams
share your pain


first round of bdiv ended with a positive note. we're top in our pool which is a good sign and most importantly we're all on the right track together :)

as i think back about last year's bdiv, i can't help but i miss mr balbir. yes i really do and alot. i jush wish to catch a glimpse of him yknw it's gonna be exactly a year when he left, third march. come back! all the bittersweet memories of bdiv last year with the most missed seniors. all the hard work and tears. well i hope this will be our year and then i can put everything down and concentrate seriously. i know it's difficult for everyone but we're all struggling to balance it together. study hard, loves.

come on girls, let's work harder. it's high time to be hungry for more. we want it more, remember?

i don't know, but i believe
that some things are meant to be
and that you'll make a better me
i never thought that dreams came true
but you showed me that they do
you know that i learn somethng new
together we can be the very best
i know that i am truly blessed
everyday i love you girls more

Sunday, February 19, 2006

dance me through
this pain


common test is the following week. i actually manange to sneak time to come online. chinese o's is in may. i'm aiming for an A. there's no aiming for B or such cause you tend to fall short of your target. but i'll make it happen.

actually i've been pinning for the bdiv to end quickly. i really need to get down to serious work with full concentration. now halfway through studying, i suddenly think of hockey and start to imagine things that may happen. however hard i try, there'll still be these thoughts. well i guess it's natural. who doesn't dream bout their game? at least i do. alot actually.

i've no other time next week for tuition so i decided to give thursday's training a miss. i don't have any other way out cause the schedules are crashing and killing me.

God is real, once you experience His goodness, there's no way you won't believe. God is so real!

Thy word is lamp unto my feet & a light unto my path.
may the grace of God be with you always.

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

love not

happy valentines sweethearts! hope you people had a great day. and a romantic date i hope. well, i didn't. cause i don't have a valentine! i don't really need one actually. had training today. it was a bad session for me cause i am so tired. haven't been eating well and i don't have the strength to pull off. we did more interesting drills and working out the sixteen-yard ball. i feel so safe and calm with yingying playing beside me. i need to sharpen my tackling cause i've not been tackling well the past few games.

winning the under21 bdiv championship has me more confident in myself and the team. i'm believing more and more each day that we can win the nationals bdiv too. second game tomorrow at ccab. shall go off and do my mental preparation now.

loving to all <3

Sunday, February 12, 2006

GO GOLD GOAL

God is good &
faithful in His promises


this week can't get better. on friday, we won our first national schools game with yuhua, 2-0. yesterday, we won the CHAMPS for under21 bdiv & today, the seniors won the CHAMPS for under21 adiv. how can this get better? i'm really proud of the bdiv team, really. this is really a great start. my confidence level is building up, i'm starting to believe more and more that this team will work out well in bdiv. my fears are dissapearing but i'm not complacent. cause i know there were many mistakes made and i will visualise and i can improve on them.

alright, great job girls for the champs :) keep up the good work & let's improve by cutting down silly mistakes. oh remember to bring the medal to school tmrw. LOVING YOU GIRLS <3

Thursday, February 09, 2006

rise & soar

if we hold on together
i know our dream will never die
dreams see us through to forever

(hockey blog)

BDIV:

each day i look forward to the beginning of the tournament & tmrw's the start of our season, finally. as i sit down to visualise, i also think of how much we've gone through together as a team. we've gone really far, putting aside all our differences & playing together. remember all the beautiful things we've done together?

daily trainings, running up the stadium steps, sprints, long runs, drills, friendly games, malaysia training trips, penang 2005, under21 (currently), even things as insignificant as sitting around the hockey table in school & lunching together.

we've so much to be proud of, really. no matter how tough things may get, we must hold on & keep fighting together. if we play with faith in each other & believing that we can do it, we would be better what we think we can be.

i just want you girls to know that you make me believe in myself, you bring out the best in me. you're my wonderwall :)

we must not let anyone down. especially ms martens who'd put in so much effort & supporting us everything. even collaborating the booklet for us. most importantly, we must not let ourselves down cause we've been training harder than ever & we've the potential to achieve our dream. it is possible to fly.

the adventure continues, tmrw. go on the pitch, be brave & go kick some butt. the sky's the limit, we'll chase our dream. GO GOLD GOAL! BRUCE!

Monday, February 06, 2006

if you can dream it
you can make it


the both weekend games were really great encouragement and a confidence boost for me at least, if not the whole team (which i believe so). we won both games and i realise that everytime we play we're improving physically and mentally as a team.

watched the video on the crescent game today and realised how good we look forming the triangles. we saw how everyone was shifting, creating perfect triangles linking to each other. there were many mistakes made and if we correct them, we would be playing so so much better. some silly laughs here and there but now we realised our mistakes.

i believe there's something extraordinary about this team and together, it'll bring us far. God Bless!

Saturday, February 04, 2006

fly away

i'm feeling kind of emo now. yknw there're just these few songs that'll stir up all sorts of wierd feelings in you? the songs don't work for everyone, just you.

under21 game with teck whye today. we won 6-0. good game, girls :) there's still a long way to go. playing crescent tmrw & bdiv is officially starting in a week's time. i've been pinning for that day since school started. after the whole tournament, i can really put a huge burden down, rest well & concentrate for o's. however much my heart wanna study really hard now, i can't cause my body is rejecting. i get so tired everyday i just wait to get home & pop in bed. i'm praying for the team everyday. i really wanna start & end this season beautifully. GO GOLD GOAL!

then in life there'll be just few people who'll make your life a mess & miserable. but then again, with God's Grace i will learn to forgive. it's the most difficult lesson. i'm learning.

love especially to my bdiv girls <3