happy wondering
we live in a sterotypical world. everyone seems to be living up to each other's expectations. well, sometimes it's true, but sometimes it's not. what you see from the outside really isn't what it really is. people and things are usually deeper than it seem.
and to the annoymous on nikki's blog who said that i suck, hello. if you could tell me in my face how much i suck, i think you're a great person. but if you don't have the guts to do so, i'm sorry you're a loser. i've never been acting great or big. i never thought i had the damn traits of being a dumb bimbo and has never aspired to be one. seriously, i'd rather become a nerd. i am what i am, so if it appeals to you that i wanna be a dumb bimbo, i'm sorry but you're so wrong and overrated. you need to wash your eyes with bleach. if it doesn't help, i think digging them out would be a better choice.
Sunday, August 28, 2005
KOREA
today was the last day for the 4 nations tournament. i think singapore played hard against malaysia. the korea guys are so very cute and hot please omgosh. they're all so fun people. even though we don't really understand their language and they don't really understand us, we still managed to make each other laugh alot. haha. i especially like 11, 15, 9, 7, & 6. the captain is so funny. he kept on asking us to go home. number 9 is so shy, but he's so cute with his rosy cheeks. number 11 is not a 'dai zi' la bubu. i like his charm alot, alot. fer claims that number 15 is her boyfriend and hitomi claims that he's her brother. haha so nonsense. if it is so, i want eleven to be my boyfriend. how we wish. haha.
i feel so sad now cause i think i'll never be able to see them anymore, unless we have that much fate to meet when i visit korea one day or when they visit singapore next time? or maybe they'll come again next year. like hitomi said; all good things must come to an end and i especially hate it to be like this, but this is life. i like them all very very very much and they'll be greatly missed. they'll stay in my memories at least for a long long time. worst thing is, there's school tmrw. sigh.
today was the last day for the 4 nations tournament. i think singapore played hard against malaysia. the korea guys are so very cute and hot please omgosh. they're all so fun people. even though we don't really understand their language and they don't really understand us, we still managed to make each other laugh alot. haha. i especially like 11, 15, 9, 7, & 6. the captain is so funny. he kept on asking us to go home. number 9 is so shy, but he's so cute with his rosy cheeks. number 11 is not a 'dai zi' la bubu. i like his charm alot, alot. fer claims that number 15 is her boyfriend and hitomi claims that he's her brother. haha so nonsense. if it is so, i want eleven to be my boyfriend. how we wish. haha.
i feel so sad now cause i think i'll never be able to see them anymore, unless we have that much fate to meet when i visit korea one day or when they visit singapore next time? or maybe they'll come again next year. like hitomi said; all good things must come to an end and i especially hate it to be like this, but this is life. i like them all very very very much and they'll be greatly missed. they'll stay in my memories at least for a long long time. worst thing is, there's school tmrw. sigh.
Friday, August 26, 2005
hotstuffs
today was games day for the sec1s and the ytsa came together to plan and facilitate the games. it was quite fun. especailly floorball. we made the sec1s play with an orange instead of a ball. they obviously squashed all of them. and it's so damn funny. trust me to come out with such wierdbrilliant ideas. everything was good, except that the sec1s are so ill-disiplined. no offence, but they're so horrible and so rude. sigh.
then we left for the 4 nations tournament. we waited more than half and hour for a cab, cause all the other stupid drivers don't wanna stop. we wanted to leave early to catch the korea game, but we didn't. and i thought the korea guys left already, but they were still around okay. and we did some crazy stuffs. haha we went to them and asked for their autographs and took photos of them. it was like damn cliche. i'd never gone to ask for picture of a guy myself okay. and i did so today. when i went near them, wah. all of them are actually so cute please. jillian and i almost died there. awww, number eleven was extremely popular. they're so damn cute&hot, they could kill. they'll be my hottest eyecandies! :D
today was games day for the sec1s and the ytsa came together to plan and facilitate the games. it was quite fun. especailly floorball. we made the sec1s play with an orange instead of a ball. they obviously squashed all of them. and it's so damn funny. trust me to come out with such wierdbrilliant ideas. everything was good, except that the sec1s are so ill-disiplined. no offence, but they're so horrible and so rude. sigh.
then we left for the 4 nations tournament. we waited more than half and hour for a cab, cause all the other stupid drivers don't wanna stop. we wanted to leave early to catch the korea game, but we didn't. and i thought the korea guys left already, but they were still around okay. and we did some crazy stuffs. haha we went to them and asked for their autographs and took photos of them. it was like damn cliche. i'd never gone to ask for picture of a guy myself okay. and i did so today. when i went near them, wah. all of them are actually so cute please. jillian and i almost died there. awww, number eleven was extremely popular. they're so damn cute&hot, they could kill. they'll be my hottest eyecandies! :D
Thursday, August 25, 2005
heartstrings
i dknw why i'm posting almost everyday. looks like i've got lots to say recently. actually i've nothing much for today. played rugby again. it was damn fun as usual, but when miss quek introduced the rules, the game seem so difficult to play. but well, it's always like this when you're new to something.
alright. now to today's hot topic. and so, today was the first day of the 4 nations tournament. and in the opening game, malaysia played with korea. and as usual, the korea guys were damn cute la (i once thought it was only sterotyping, but i found out that most sterotyping are quite true). especially number 11! wah, i tell you, he's so damn cute. and once you look at him, it's addictive. we took loads of photos of him and i think carolyn's pissed. haha but who cares la, he's so cute and he has mesmerising smile and captivating eyes. awwww SO CUTE :D
i dknw why i'm posting almost everyday. looks like i've got lots to say recently. actually i've nothing much for today. played rugby again. it was damn fun as usual, but when miss quek introduced the rules, the game seem so difficult to play. but well, it's always like this when you're new to something.
alright. now to today's hot topic. and so, today was the first day of the 4 nations tournament. and in the opening game, malaysia played with korea. and as usual, the korea guys were damn cute la (i once thought it was only sterotyping, but i found out that most sterotyping are quite true). especially number 11! wah, i tell you, he's so damn cute. and once you look at him, it's addictive. we took loads of photos of him and i think carolyn's pissed. haha but who cares la, he's so cute and he has mesmerising smile and captivating eyes. awwww SO CUTE :D
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
pain stained
parents always think they're right. yes, i agree that most of the time they're right. but when it comes to understanding their child's feelings, they seem so numb and ignorant. they could only feel how angry at that moment and in the end apologise. but if sorry could save everything, then the world would be a much much much happier and wonderful place to live in. what you inflicted was souldeep. you almost killed my inside. do you know how it hurts? would you understand? obviously you don't. i detest you. go away monsters.
school was okay. results flatuated like crazy. improved in some and de-proved in the others. sigh. this is getting serious. i better start bucking up and i'm starting to revise for my eoys. i need to do well for eoys desperately, if not, i'll have a tough time getting through in sec4 next year. do well. yes desperately.
we were supposed to introduce hockey to the japan girls after school, but they weren't interested. and ms martens told us that they'd enough runners so we won't have any duty anymore. so we ended up taking nonsense photos with the seniors. and i will miss the seniors so after the graduate this year! study doubly hard and all the best for prelims and O's, seniors!
i most probably can't go to obs lumut anymore cause i'll have to hand in the form two weeks late because of my ankle checkup and i'm quite sure leslie wouldn't want the whole thing to be delayed cause of me. and for the goodwill of my ankle, excuse me. i will sacrificed the lumut trip. but at least i'll still get to train when they're away.
enough of the sad and dis-heartening stuffs. now something happier. i bought my hockey jersey already and i got the number i wanted. eight. actually i wanted nine, but i gave it up for hanwei. i tell you ah, the new jersey and especially the skirt is urm, sexy? haha even ms martens can't stop saying it's sexy. sexy.
anyway, yesterday, today and this whole week is certainly not my week. i feel the world crashing down on me. Lord, where're you? i need your grace.
parents always think they're right. yes, i agree that most of the time they're right. but when it comes to understanding their child's feelings, they seem so numb and ignorant. they could only feel how angry at that moment and in the end apologise. but if sorry could save everything, then the world would be a much much much happier and wonderful place to live in. what you inflicted was souldeep. you almost killed my inside. do you know how it hurts? would you understand? obviously you don't. i detest you. go away monsters.
school was okay. results flatuated like crazy. improved in some and de-proved in the others. sigh. this is getting serious. i better start bucking up and i'm starting to revise for my eoys. i need to do well for eoys desperately, if not, i'll have a tough time getting through in sec4 next year. do well. yes desperately.
we were supposed to introduce hockey to the japan girls after school, but they weren't interested. and ms martens told us that they'd enough runners so we won't have any duty anymore. so we ended up taking nonsense photos with the seniors. and i will miss the seniors so after the graduate this year! study doubly hard and all the best for prelims and O's, seniors!
i most probably can't go to obs lumut anymore cause i'll have to hand in the form two weeks late because of my ankle checkup and i'm quite sure leslie wouldn't want the whole thing to be delayed cause of me. and for the goodwill of my ankle, excuse me. i will sacrificed the lumut trip. but at least i'll still get to train when they're away.
enough of the sad and dis-heartening stuffs. now something happier. i bought my hockey jersey already and i got the number i wanted. eight. actually i wanted nine, but i gave it up for hanwei. i tell you ah, the new jersey and especially the skirt is urm, sexy? haha even ms martens can't stop saying it's sexy. sexy.
anyway, yesterday, today and this whole week is certainly not my week. i feel the world crashing down on me. Lord, where're you? i need your grace.
Monday, August 22, 2005
sweet nothings
the ij japan girls are here for exchange programme again. haha michelle's hosting one of them and i think it's so fun. one of them is so nice okay. i was talking to her in class, and after awhile, she folded a crane on some pretty flower paper for me. then we exchanged our particulars. so sweet right. they're all so damn cute. they look so innocent and demure. if only i was like them ah. haha now don't laugh. ohwell.
went to coronation plaza after school with jillian, hitomi and madeline, then after to jillian's granny's house. jill and hit took photos for the obs lumut thing. and as usual, we ate and talk nonsense after that. it seems that we're talking so much more nonsense this year, compared to last year. wait. sometimes we do talk great sense and deep stuffs okay. which i bet none of you can believe or comprehen. haha. oh and did i mention, after we left, i saw omgosh cute hot guy and victoria too. haha yes he was damn cute. ask hitomi okay. madeline says she didn't really see his face. he can be my new eyecandy. wait, i say again ah. eyecandy, HOT CUTE GUY. omgosh :D
the four nations tournament will be coming up soon. starting from this thursday to this sunday. and i think the sec3s are going to be the runners. but i think being a ballgirl is nicer. haha but whatever it is, i know it'll be so fun.
okay now to the sad part. i dknw if i can go to obs lumut cause of my joint injury. haven't seen the doctor to confirm. but i hope i would be able to go though.
on a brighter note, i saw the cute hot guy and i'm thinking of the cute hot guy again. omgosh damn addictive eyecandy! :D
the ij japan girls are here for exchange programme again. haha michelle's hosting one of them and i think it's so fun. one of them is so nice okay. i was talking to her in class, and after awhile, she folded a crane on some pretty flower paper for me. then we exchanged our particulars. so sweet right. they're all so damn cute. they look so innocent and demure. if only i was like them ah. haha now don't laugh. ohwell.
went to coronation plaza after school with jillian, hitomi and madeline, then after to jillian's granny's house. jill and hit took photos for the obs lumut thing. and as usual, we ate and talk nonsense after that. it seems that we're talking so much more nonsense this year, compared to last year. wait. sometimes we do talk great sense and deep stuffs okay. which i bet none of you can believe or comprehen. haha. oh and did i mention, after we left, i saw omgosh cute hot guy and victoria too. haha yes he was damn cute. ask hitomi okay. madeline says she didn't really see his face. he can be my new eyecandy. wait, i say again ah. eyecandy, HOT CUTE GUY. omgosh :D
the four nations tournament will be coming up soon. starting from this thursday to this sunday. and i think the sec3s are going to be the runners. but i think being a ballgirl is nicer. haha but whatever it is, i know it'll be so fun.
okay now to the sad part. i dknw if i can go to obs lumut cause of my joint injury. haven't seen the doctor to confirm. but i hope i would be able to go though.
on a brighter note, i saw the cute hot guy and i'm thinking of the cute hot guy again. omgosh damn addictive eyecandy! :D
Friday, August 19, 2005
you could smile and it'll be alright
just had my shower. i guess i'm one of the earliest home, cause i took a cab. training was really fun but tiring. we trained from 7-9pm at ccab. before that, we'd mass physical training from 3-6pm. we haven't been training for quite a period of time, and we've been so stressed up by the commons which just ended today. i only slept like three hours every night cause i was mugging. so i look extremely fugly now, i think. anyway, i'm dead beat now. can finally have a good long sleep tonight. hurray please.
the hockey girls are all going to obs malaysia lumut. it's a ten day camp and that'll be fun okay. but i don't think they'll put all of us in the same group. it'll always be those splitting up stuffs. sigh. i've to go to a doctor to certify that i'm fit enough for obs. haha i think it's funny la. and i might need vaccination which i don't want. i hate needles. so scary. ohwell.
nicolette and i are supposed to create a new theresian hockey web/site/blog soon. we're collating photos, so if you've any recent photos (the past year will also do), but email them to me. it's going to be the hottest site ah. haha hotstuffs.
that's all for today. i need my rest and shopping with jillian tomorrow. if you wanna come along, just text me okay? text me at the 9237 number..
off, my loves.
just had my shower. i guess i'm one of the earliest home, cause i took a cab. training was really fun but tiring. we trained from 7-9pm at ccab. before that, we'd mass physical training from 3-6pm. we haven't been training for quite a period of time, and we've been so stressed up by the commons which just ended today. i only slept like three hours every night cause i was mugging. so i look extremely fugly now, i think. anyway, i'm dead beat now. can finally have a good long sleep tonight. hurray please.
the hockey girls are all going to obs malaysia lumut. it's a ten day camp and that'll be fun okay. but i don't think they'll put all of us in the same group. it'll always be those splitting up stuffs. sigh. i've to go to a doctor to certify that i'm fit enough for obs. haha i think it's funny la. and i might need vaccination which i don't want. i hate needles. so scary. ohwell.
nicolette and i are supposed to create a new theresian hockey web/site/blog soon. we're collating photos, so if you've any recent photos (the past year will also do), but email them to me. it's going to be the hottest site ah. haha hotstuffs.
that's all for today. i need my rest and shopping with jillian tomorrow. if you wanna come along, just text me okay? text me at the 9237 number..
off, my loves.
Thursday, August 18, 2005
pain & pride
eight papers down. one more to go. for that, i'm happy. tmrw's elective history and i haven't even touch my history book. anyway, we played rugby again today. haha it was damn fun, as usual. can't wait for the next pe lesson to play again.
went to delta to watch the c'division girls & boys finals. watching the games somehow gave me some good motivation and inspiration. st nichoals won sengkang. ri lost to sengkang. but the ri boys played well la. haha gone were those days we used to train with them. and now it makes me think about mr balbir. oh and how i miss him so.
anyway, there's training tmrw. haha can't wait. it'd been long since i really trained.
off, my loves.
eight papers down. one more to go. for that, i'm happy. tmrw's elective history and i haven't even touch my history book. anyway, we played rugby again today. haha it was damn fun, as usual. can't wait for the next pe lesson to play again.
went to delta to watch the c'division girls & boys finals. watching the games somehow gave me some good motivation and inspiration. st nichoals won sengkang. ri lost to sengkang. but the ri boys played well la. haha gone were those days we used to train with them. and now it makes me think about mr balbir. oh and how i miss him so.
anyway, there's training tmrw. haha can't wait. it'd been long since i really trained.
off, my loves.
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
i'm flawed
shall keep this entry short cause i'm rushing out for dinner. the juniors really played well. we won teck whye 2-1. and so the c'girls are the second runners up for this season. well, both the seasons are over this year and it's overall quite a good year for us. both divisions got a top three placing. and so it's time to start training hard again. i feel like training so much. and yes there's training on friday. so happy.
anyway, i forget to say something yestersday. we played rugby during pe and it was a major fun. haha. floorball is fun, but rugby is fun-ner. haha. but of course, HOCKEY is the ultimate!
the funniest thing today is the 'la mei' thing. la mei means hot chick. haha so go figure.
shall keep this entry short cause i'm rushing out for dinner. the juniors really played well. we won teck whye 2-1. and so the c'girls are the second runners up for this season. well, both the seasons are over this year and it's overall quite a good year for us. both divisions got a top three placing. and so it's time to start training hard again. i feel like training so much. and yes there's training on friday. so happy.
anyway, i forget to say something yestersday. we played rugby during pe and it was a major fun. haha. floorball is fun, but rugby is fun-ner. haha. but of course, HOCKEY is the ultimate!
the funniest thing today is the 'la mei' thing. la mei means hot chick. haha so go figure.
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
would you come home
& stop this pain tonight?
just felt like updating. maybe cause i feel so much more relieved and relaxed. the first four/five papers are finally over. and so i'm left with four to go. tmrw's chinese and social studies which is relatively light compared to the first four papers (that is why i can be here!).
maths paper was easier than expected, but that doesn't mean i'll pass this time. literature paper wasn't difficult, but not easy either. english argumentative essay was okay. chemistry paper was easier than expected and i think i'll score for that. bio paper was okay, but the alveolus part was horrible. the things i studied wasn't tested and i spent so much time last night memorising the aerobic/anaerobic, tissue respiration, gaseous exchange and the heart thing, but nothing was tested. sigh.
chemistry class today was a major. 3d came over to my class cause mr yeo was their relief teacher. and so there were 80(+/-) students in my class which doesn't really have the seating capacity for so many students, but well, it did! everyone was squeezing and it was funny how we annoyed mr yeo. by the time everyone got a seat, settled down and stopped talking, class was already ending in fifteen minutes. it's quite fun and so damn funny i wouldn't mind having this sort of 'merged-lesson', but minus the fact that a lesson would be wasted every week. anyway, naughty girls ah!
i'm so in need of sleep. stress is a kill. crash studies are horrid!
anyway, the hockey juniors are playing their third/fourth placing finals tmrw. so maybe if you could, go to delta and cheer them on! 3pm, delta hockey stadium.
GO ON & KICKASS, MY GIRLS! :)
& stop this pain tonight?
just felt like updating. maybe cause i feel so much more relieved and relaxed. the first four/five papers are finally over. and so i'm left with four to go. tmrw's chinese and social studies which is relatively light compared to the first four papers (that is why i can be here!).
maths paper was easier than expected, but that doesn't mean i'll pass this time. literature paper wasn't difficult, but not easy either. english argumentative essay was okay. chemistry paper was easier than expected and i think i'll score for that. bio paper was okay, but the alveolus part was horrible. the things i studied wasn't tested and i spent so much time last night memorising the aerobic/anaerobic, tissue respiration, gaseous exchange and the heart thing, but nothing was tested. sigh.
chemistry class today was a major. 3d came over to my class cause mr yeo was their relief teacher. and so there were 80(+/-) students in my class which doesn't really have the seating capacity for so many students, but well, it did! everyone was squeezing and it was funny how we annoyed mr yeo. by the time everyone got a seat, settled down and stopped talking, class was already ending in fifteen minutes. it's quite fun and so damn funny i wouldn't mind having this sort of 'merged-lesson', but minus the fact that a lesson would be wasted every week. anyway, naughty girls ah!
i'm so in need of sleep. stress is a kill. crash studies are horrid!
anyway, the hockey juniors are playing their third/fourth placing finals tmrw. so maybe if you could, go to delta and cheer them on! 3pm, delta hockey stadium.
GO ON & KICKASS, MY GIRLS! :)
Saturday, August 13, 2005
the light died in your eyes
kimberly is so mean she says my blog is boring just cause i don't update everyday. still claims that she's nice. so mean la. and still say i bully her. more like the other way round.
went to national library. it's huge, but once you've been there and seen it, it's nothing significant actually. they have this courtyard (garden) on the fifth storey if i'm not wrong. there're lovers there okay. so funny.
went there with sherlyn at first. then she had to leave for church and carolyn came. weiting was supposed to come too, but she caught a serious fever and it's suspected to be dengue. poor little thing! hope she gets well.
bought a nice vintage necklace and i'm happy :)
read from nicolette's blog that mr tan was uber angry because all the sec3s ponned/didn't attend phyiscal training yesterday, and he's planning for a meeting. but it was exams and we wanted to study. guess we'll all get it this time, but together. one for all, all for one; just like trainings in KL. but this time, it's more like; all for all. sigh.
have to study now. shopping after the commons. bye sweets.
kimberly is so mean she says my blog is boring just cause i don't update everyday. still claims that she's nice. so mean la. and still say i bully her. more like the other way round.
went to national library. it's huge, but once you've been there and seen it, it's nothing significant actually. they have this courtyard (garden) on the fifth storey if i'm not wrong. there're lovers there okay. so funny.
went there with sherlyn at first. then she had to leave for church and carolyn came. weiting was supposed to come too, but she caught a serious fever and it's suspected to be dengue. poor little thing! hope she gets well.
bought a nice vintage necklace and i'm happy :)
read from nicolette's blog that mr tan was uber angry because all the sec3s ponned/didn't attend phyiscal training yesterday, and he's planning for a meeting. but it was exams and we wanted to study. guess we'll all get it this time, but together. one for all, all for one; just like trainings in KL. but this time, it's more like; all for all. sigh.
have to study now. shopping after the commons. bye sweets.
Friday, August 12, 2005
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
the epitome of perfection
life'd been rather still for me. and i really mean still. other than going to school or church, i'm always home. i guess there'll be a point in your life when you're at your highest and also a point when you feel that all that fun has stopped. and that's when you feel that you're really growing up. well, at least for me. i think having quiet time and pondering over the past mistakes and learning from it will make a person grow up to be more sensible and sensitive to people's feelings. there're so many recollections going through my mind these few days. every yesterday has a lesson to be learnt. but growing up is tough.
tough stuffs,
growing up stinks.
life'd been rather still for me. and i really mean still. other than going to school or church, i'm always home. i guess there'll be a point in your life when you're at your highest and also a point when you feel that all that fun has stopped. and that's when you feel that you're really growing up. well, at least for me. i think having quiet time and pondering over the past mistakes and learning from it will make a person grow up to be more sensible and sensitive to people's feelings. there're so many recollections going through my mind these few days. every yesterday has a lesson to be learnt. but growing up is tough.
tough stuffs,
growing up stinks.
Saturday, August 06, 2005
fate will twist
the both of you
happy belated birthday, sally tan wee jia :)
and so yesterday was sally's party. i almost didn't go to the party because of training, but something uneventful happened in school (shall not mention), and that made me miss training, so i went to sally's party with leilani. okay i think it sounds funnywierd. but i'm sure you understand, right? the party was fun. was trying to do manicure for sasha and zhiyi. i think sally's doggie is so damn cute! but it's a pity i'm afraid of dogs. maybe someone could help me get over my phobia of dogs? anyway, i'd great fun and i stayed over at leilani's place.
and then it was flag day today. my class was scheduled to sell flags at tanjong pagar. okay don't ask me how come we got scheduled there. we'd our usual fun. it's so true that people say, you can have fun anywhere with your friends. isn't that truw? anyway, tanjong pagar's a business district and most of the people there are more friendly than i expected. but the sad and contridicting thing was, the wealthy people don't donate, but the commoners donated. yes i know, money are difficult to come by these days and many people's pockets are tight and financial stricken, and the recent nkf scandal made it more difficult for charitable organisations to get donations. but then again, maybe it's also a chance for people to say no to donations cause they could use the nkf scandal as an excuse. ohwell.
that's about all for today. i'm tired and i need my sleep. good night my loves.
the both of you
happy belated birthday, sally tan wee jia :)
and so yesterday was sally's party. i almost didn't go to the party because of training, but something uneventful happened in school (shall not mention), and that made me miss training, so i went to sally's party with leilani. okay i think it sounds funnywierd. but i'm sure you understand, right? the party was fun. was trying to do manicure for sasha and zhiyi. i think sally's doggie is so damn cute! but it's a pity i'm afraid of dogs. maybe someone could help me get over my phobia of dogs? anyway, i'd great fun and i stayed over at leilani's place.
and then it was flag day today. my class was scheduled to sell flags at tanjong pagar. okay don't ask me how come we got scheduled there. we'd our usual fun. it's so true that people say, you can have fun anywhere with your friends. isn't that truw? anyway, tanjong pagar's a business district and most of the people there are more friendly than i expected. but the sad and contridicting thing was, the wealthy people don't donate, but the commoners donated. yes i know, money are difficult to come by these days and many people's pockets are tight and financial stricken, and the recent nkf scandal made it more difficult for charitable organisations to get donations. but then again, maybe it's also a chance for people to say no to donations cause they could use the nkf scandal as an excuse. ohwell.
that's about all for today. i'm tired and i need my sleep. good night my loves.
Monday, August 01, 2005
the more i touch, the less i fell
i'm lying to myself that it's not real
school'd been bad tooday. worst is, samantha fell sick. that made my literature and history class so much more boring. now i know how much sunshine she adds in my life everyday please. and somethings are making me so damn sick. you think you're some great leader when you aren't? you dknw what we think of you actually. 'the blood is red beneath all skin', that was what i learnt from my social studies class today. bet you don't get it, do you? i'm not gonna mention anything else, but ignorace isn't bliss. sigh.
back to last week. last week was nothing more eventful than today. friday was the semi finals with st nichoals and the juniors didn't make it to the finals. what's wrong with being upset? some people just don't understand. nothing more than this, i'm not gonna dwelling on it. be strong, juniors! then saturday was the sports forum at hwa chong institute. it's such a huge school compound, but wouldn't be any surprise since chinese high 'merged' with hwa chong jc. the sports forum was no offence, but kinda boring and it was damn cold in the auditorium. but how i wished we had such a big auditorium in school. then we'll never have to squeeze. haha.
i'm thinking of locking my blog again. but i dknw if i should. should i? that's about it.
love much.
i'm lying to myself that it's not real
school'd been bad tooday. worst is, samantha fell sick. that made my literature and history class so much more boring. now i know how much sunshine she adds in my life everyday please. and somethings are making me so damn sick. you think you're some great leader when you aren't? you dknw what we think of you actually. 'the blood is red beneath all skin', that was what i learnt from my social studies class today. bet you don't get it, do you? i'm not gonna mention anything else, but ignorace isn't bliss. sigh.
back to last week. last week was nothing more eventful than today. friday was the semi finals with st nichoals and the juniors didn't make it to the finals. what's wrong with being upset? some people just don't understand. nothing more than this, i'm not gonna dwelling on it. be strong, juniors! then saturday was the sports forum at hwa chong institute. it's such a huge school compound, but wouldn't be any surprise since chinese high 'merged' with hwa chong jc. the sports forum was no offence, but kinda boring and it was damn cold in the auditorium. but how i wished we had such a big auditorium in school. then we'll never have to squeeze. haha.
i'm thinking of locking my blog again. but i dknw if i should. should i? that's about it.
love much.
school'd been bad tooday. worst is, samantha fell sick. that made my literature and history class so much more boring. now i know how much sunshine she adds in my life everyday please. and somethings are making me so damn sick. you think you're some great leader when you aren't? you dknw what we think of you actually. 'the blood is red beneath all skin', that was what i learnt from my social studies class today. bet you don't get it, do you? i'm not gonna mention anything else, but ignorace isn't bliss. sigh.
back to last week. last week was nothing more eventful than today. friday was the semi finals with st nichoals and the juniors didn't make it to the finals. what's wrong with being upset? some people just don't understand. nothing more than this, i'm not gonna dwelling on it. be strong, juniors! then saturday was the sports forum at hwa chong institute. it's such a huge school compound, but wouldn't be any surprise since chinese high 'merged' with hwa chong jc. the sports forum was no offence, but kinda boring and it was damn cold in the auditorium. but how i wished we had such a big auditorium in school. then we'll never have to squeeze. haha.
i'm thinking of locking my blog again. but i dknw if i should. should i? that's about it.
love much.
back to last week. last week was nothing more eventful than today. friday was the semi finals with st nichoals and the juniors didn't make it to the finals. what's wrong with being upset? some people just don't understand. nothing more than this, i'm not gonna dwelling on it. be strong, juniors! then saturday was the sports forum at hwa chong institute. it's such a huge school compound, but wouldn't be any surprise since chinese high 'merged' with hwa chong jc. the sports forum was no offence, but kinda boring and it was damn cold in the auditorium. but how i wished we had such a big auditorium in school. then we'll never have to squeeze. haha.
i'm thinking of locking my blog again. but i dknw if i should. should i? that's about it.
love much.
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