Saturday, June 25, 2005

i'm selfish i'm wrong
i'm overrated and i'm flawed.


hey. i just got home from delta. went to watch the premier game with carolyn and hitomi. the game was great. everyone played like they were super fly. theresians beat scc 2-1, so we'll be in the finals next saturday with src i think. anyway, it's 5pm at delta. just in case i don't blog till next saturday. go down and watch!

this holiday just flew by so fast. like this:
lots of trainings,
KL training trip,
HOCKEY HOCKEY & HOCKEY in short.

schools starting on monday. sigh. term three will be an extremely short but extremely extremely busy term. note: i stress on the word extremely.

anyway, last division two game trmw. playing with scc, 3pm at delta. alright, i'm off sweethearts. LOVES.

cause i love you
whether it's right or wrong

Sunday, June 19, 2005

i can be your summer rain

hey. i'm so damn tired, i can just fall on the ground and sleep. and so the two days of umpiring courses are finally over. and it'll be another even more hectic week. training on monday, chemistry lessons, english oral exams and class party all on tuesday, team singapore course on wednesday, tanning on thursday thursday, another course on friday, youth service on saturday and finally, the last division 2 game for this season on sunday. holidays will be over and that third school term starts on monday. sigh.

anyway, we were being childish girls today. after the morning umpiring lesson, we went to some place and played at the huge sandy playground. carolyn's idea, and i actually objected in the first place. the people walking pass us were staring at us like we're some moron. but it was horribly uber fun. the high swings, flying fox and merry-go-round and taking nice funny photos. but we can't be blamed. we're fifteen, growing, maturing but still young at heart. I LOVE THOSE GIRLS.

anyway, last notice for the party.
date: 21 june, tuesday.
venue: diana's house (tanglin/ridley park. sorry i'm not too sure)
time: 7pm till late night? stayover maybe, or we can think of some fun for the night.
note: those who dknw how to get to diana's house, please meet her at redhill mrt at 6.30pm. confirm your attendance with weiting/me asap.

that's all for now, i'm tired.
off to bed loves.

why can't we love too times

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

THE PARTY IS ON!

tentative details -
21 june, five thirty pm till urm, late night? sleepover maybe.
diana's house (tanglin park).
final details to be confirmed by saturday.

anyway, anyone wants to bring carlsberg beer, vanilla vodka, blue/black label or anything else? give me a ring asap.

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anyone wants to enrol in aerobics dance class with me? someone say yes please. okay period.

do you see the red in me
it's a sign for the end.

Sunday, June 12, 2005

winded it up
with your beautiful lies


one whole week since i added a new entry. but i'm doing so now, maybe cause out of boredom. gave training a miss today cause of a slight case sore eyes since late yestersday night. trainings after we're back from KL. this hols seems relatively short to me now. it's ending. can you feel it?

div2 game with crescent yesterday was an absoulte urgh. shall not eleborate. dinner last night was goodgreat. XO-fish head beehoon, satay and lots of other delicious good food. teriblyhorriblyfattening. i'm guilty now.

class party might as well be postponed to the end year hols. unless sally wants one badly and until she plans it, party's quiet for now. things have been entirely too quiet for me of late. social life is getting very very, very dead. i need to book my calander crazy. i need some high and fun. so i ask, who's dying for me company? ring me.

now i realised that my hair is growing reasonably fast and i'm happy. but i dislike my horrible tannlines. urgh.

umpiring courses for sec two and three hockey girls. 18 and 19 june (this coming saturday and sunday). saturday, 9am-4.30pm and sunday, 9am-1pm, in school.

random note: the gap between reality and perfection is unlikely to ever be closed. trying to be someone you're not is tiring. growing up is difficult. hidden note.

i'm tired and there's no more air.
off, loves.

cause when you lied,
i believed in the beauty of it

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

outrageous so contagious
make you crave it


hey. i'm back from KL. KL training trip was alright. trainings was good but punishments were bad. cause if one groups comes late for trainings or anything, the whole team will be punished by having physical trainings. like the saying goes, one for all, all for one. beautiful memories to keep but also some unpleasant things i heard/learnt and i feel so damn disappointed, miserable and sad when i found out about those things. sigh. can't say anything now, but time will give you an answer (aren't you even a little guilty?).

room-mates were jeniffer and elizabeth. it was both joy and anger rooming with jeniffer. all her nonsense and annoying comments about every single thing. but i really enjoyed being room-mates with her (guess it wouldn't be the same sort of fun without her there).

funny bus rides
trainings and friendly games
coach gan
physical punishments together
wonderful games by the international teams
seeing mr balbir from his car
counting yellow stadium seats
patronas twin towers, sky bridge
shopping at KLCC
the freezing hotel rooms
daily meetings, reflections
room visits, supper in the hotel,
these are the beautiful memories i'll keep.

one last thing, i miss mr balbir alot, really. i don't care if you believe it or not, but the tears that fell were real, not an act if you think so. i'm so uberly disappointed if you can even think of that to say about me (yknw who you are). sigh.
alright, this is KL training trip for you.

back in singapore means more shopping for me. i need to get some new clothes and the jwest heels desperately. and i lost some weight. so i'm happy. oh, someone please date me out for a movie, shopping date, coffee, ice cream, dinner or maybe supper. leilani's in KL now. maybe i'll be out with hannah, shuping or eleanor soon :)

alright, stopping here.
LOVES :)

even the best fall down sometimes
even the wrong words seem to rhythm
out of the doubt that fills your mind
you finally find, you and i collide

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

the girl that's driving you mad
is going away


HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHIYI! :)
hey. have a blessed birthday alright? hope you'll get your girl (am i allowed to post this? nevermind, nothing personal okay?). haha. will catch up after i'm back, or rather, after you're back from pukhet and taiwan. enjoy your birthday and your hols. I'LL LOVE YOU WITH EVERY BEAT OF MY HEART.

this'll prolly be the last post till next tuesday. cause, i'm leaving for KL tmrw morning for a training trip. 3-7 june. we still have room allocations this time (as usual). sigh. nevermind, hockey girls, let's have fun alright?

training yesterday was urm, slack? compared to mr balbir and ms marten's training, it was really slack. not quite a bad thing though. still felt my head burning during yesterday's training. and the sun these days are, urm, bad. okay, good if you want a damn tann, bad cause it'll harm your skin. my skin'd already started peeling after yesterday's training. i'll be a black mama when i come back from KL. ohwell.

random note: i miss hannah, shuping, majella, zhiyi and leilani. my sweethearts (if you ever got to read this), we'll catch up after i'm back alright? i promise. I MISS YOU! :(

will be back soon with more interesting and nonsensical stories, that might BLOW YOUR MIND. stay tuned for the hottest news.

urm, miss me when i'm gone.
alright, LOVES :)

pull your hands away
i'm gone, goodbye.