You lift my burdens, I'll rise with You

The moment I stepped into school today, I suddenly felt that my time left in the school was little. Not that I'm gonna miss the school or anything but it just hit me hard that my time is running. Frankly speaking, I've lost all my motivation & drive to study hard like I did last term. No, I did not burnt out. I guess although I don't mention it, I was really disappointed with my Maths results, for the amount of effort I'd put in. I dknw how to put it. I know to fight disappointment/failure is to work harder but my confidence level is now depleting to zero. This is such a trauma. Anyone, please pray for me.

I guess this whole Dsa issue is coming to an end. So much of talking, discussing & considering the friendship factor was tough. It's good now that all of us knows where we're heading next year & it thrills me to move out of this hellhole to a hopefully better environment & the next phase of life. We don't have much to discuss about our choice of Jc & even get upset or confused over our decisions. I think it's happening to many teams in many schools. All I know now is that I'm gonna have Carolyn, Hitomi, Madeline & Nicole Benny with me at Sajc & that's enough to keep me happy (& extremely thankful). But Bernetta, Jillian & Marissa, I will not forget you girls. As long as we all know that we'll always be Favourite Girls, nothing will separate us. I still have to say this cause I can't stop saying & however much I say, it can never contain all of my thankfulness - I thank God (Jesus) cause He has provided for me.

So just an encouragement (not that I'm doing great but it's good to share) to all those out there who're struggling with the trauma(s) of life. Look forward & never forget to dream cause dreams do come true. When you feel that life's a bitch, look to the night sky. Look at the stars, look how they shine for you :)

"It is a good thing to give thanks unto the Lord & sing praise unto Thy name O most high." Ps 92:1