Would you care if you're the last one standing here

Just occured to me that it'd been a week since I wrote an entry. Each day I wake up I feel as though I've been injected with depressant. The dosage is overwhelming. It makes me tired. This had been a horriblyhectic week. Even though monday was a holiday & this was only a four-day study week, I'm beat. Three mock exams & a class test. What is this man. Other than mocks after mocks, chemistry lessons, I feel that school is a waste. I could have been more productive at home. Even if it meant sleeping for days. At least I could get some rest I'm so badly deprived of.

There're many things I wanna say but it just happened that I'm having brain-block. Maybe I should have some good news to activate my cells. Congratulations to the C'div girls. They topped their pool & will be playing their Semifinals next week. That's something we're all proud of. What we missed, I hope they'll get it back. Get it back for us, work your way to the Finals.

Just something that cracked (rare chance) me up today. I was telling Jaspreet how much I wanted a 100k for some mad-shopping. I (lied) that I was going to try my luck on 4D. Youknw what she said? She was like, "No need la. Just go look at the Longan fish". Omg she calls luohan fish longan. So now, everyone I hope that cracked your miserable day. Pass it on :)

Unfaithful by Rihanna is a nice song :)

Madeline, I'm really sorry for just now. It was a silly accident. I swear I didn't meant for it. It was a honest mistake. Don't worry, you're still preetty as ever. & trust me, the tiny bump will go away very soon. I'm really feeling very bad. You've been the best & you've one of the most beautiful soul I've come across for a long time. & I said that not just because I'm a sweet friend but really, I mean every bit of it. Good is good is Madeline. Really, the guy that gets you next time is lucky shit. What can I say? You're the best.

Favourite Girls,
everytime you hear the rolling thunder
you turn around before the lightening strikes
& does it ever make you stop and wonder
if all your good times pass you by?
I don't hold no mystery
but I can show you how to turn the key
cause all I know is where I started
so downhearted & that's not where you want to be.

Imma always here & forever love <3