& I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'll understand
It's not like I'm shutting my eyes or heart to all my faults. It's not like I don't admit my wrongs. I tried to smooth away the difficulties but there're snags everywhere. Which is the right side of the cloth? There are faults on both sides. Who is without faults? Well, if there was one person, it definetely wouldn't be me. Life is not all beer & skittle. The moment we gave our first cry, we're all liable to sins. No one gets a chance to start on a clean slate. I'm no special & so what makes me?
Okay I've been thinking hard & I figured I need/must start a study group asap. I need to get down to serious work & I can't do it at home. Too many distractions (eg, bed). We can do serious work from monday to thursday then friday we can go hunt for food at night. Maybe we can call it a Eat-Books-Club. That's wishful thinking on my part. I'm not sure if any of you wanna do it. Another alternative is someone please open up their house for me to study after school. I dknw what hit me but Jennifer was the first that came to my mind. Anyhow, this is not exclusive (although I would like to keep it small) so if you're interested just let me know. Seriously, you can be anyone (no sick ah-peks that is).
Was watching the third placing game yesterday & I felt that Germany, with all the hardwork & extra effort they put in (plus roaring fans & undestructable national pride) sort of deserve to be playing in the finals. Not that Italy don't but I feel quite a pity for Germany. Then in the game last night I saw the bravest (best quality) side of the human heart. That fighting spirit & courage (sorry if i'm wrong) can be best & most seen on the sporting field. It's stronger than the wind, louder & fiercer than a lion's roar & the heart/passion beats faster than a cheetah run. Such braveness will be seen in great sporting heros. Hopefully France will get to celebrate tonight. This world cup I've conqured/controlled all my urge to bet. Braveness, isn't it? Hur.
