Wednesday, July 05, 2006

Growing Pains - Everything we were has become what we are

Sweetest Sixteen, MADELINE!
Sweetie, I swear like the stars & the moon in the sky, I'll always be there. Really do not know express how much I appreciate you in my life. Remember all the hockey trips overseas, camps, trainings, late nightouts, dinners, BBQ&stayover (huge spider! & permed hair!!), shopping, phonecalls, deep&heartfelt-talk(s) & of course Obm Lumut(!!). Trouble times you were there & also to share the good times. You've been such joy & wonderkid. I wouldn't want you missing in my everyday life next year (youknw what I mean). I wanna scream a loud THANK YOU! From the depths of my heart, I thank God for you. All the best loving & wishes (study hard, get a happy job, marry a good husband, give birth & let me be their God-mother okay deal!) from me & as long as I live it will never change.

Apparantly anyone who'd taken their Chinese O'level Oral will tell you that they blew it. Well at least that's what I've been hearing. & no, it's not comforting to know that others are blowing it up (just as I felt I did). It is really that bad? What I gotta say to those whineing is that stop struggling with the I-killed-my-Oral-thus-will-do-badly feeling. Just let go la!

Interview at Sajc today & I guess it was pretty alright although I expected more of myself. Anyhow, I should just work hard, pray & let God do the rest. Today was a tired day. I think because I woke up at 3am to watch the WC semi-finals. Was waiting to eagerly & excitedly to see penalty shootouts then Italy just had to score at the last two minutes to kill my eagerness (& also killing Germany). I figured that if I can apply such discipline (force myself to wake up) & eagerness to my studies, it would have been brilliant. I'll be trying. But I guess it was a fair win cause Italy have really excellent ball possesion & super-sharp tackles. Also not forgetting the two beautifully side-net goals. Germany shouldn't even be sad (maybe disappointed) cause I think they played well, pressuring Italy at every ball & holding on so tight till the end. Makes me miss the competitiveness in the pitch.

& also not forgetting to congratulate the juniors for their first victory in their first game. Saw the hockey blog on their win & it reminded me so much of the good times (oh sweet victory). Keep the goodwork & keep soaring!