baby, you're a growing addition i can't deny

hey. its been some time since i blog and some people(ahem), have relatively been pestering me to blog and so being and feeling nice, cos i just recovered from my pms yesterday, i'm like blogging now so you could read it. how nice right. haha nevermind.

oh lets blog about gwen's party. haha gwen, if you're reading this, don't kill me, i'll just blog the truth. haha okay so here it goes. mmm it was a great party, we had good crazy fun, but no, nothing of a horny kind. and i mean really. haha. we watched white chicks, had bbq, and then cycled and walked her cousins' dog to a playground somewhere around her house, and we had fun on the double swing. haha. okay then when we went back, we played truth or dare, we drank beer and some got drunk(i won't say who, but we all know. HAHA.), and no, i'm not one of them, i was still okay and quite normal after i drank erm four cans of beer, some vodka and maybe some blue label?(shhh) then elaine and i stayed over and we were surfing the net and looking at some nice things, some terrible things, and no, don't get the wrong idea, just in case you think its porn, but no its really not. just can't be saying it cos its sort of a mean naughty thing to say about others so i can't blog it. okay thats about it la. but it was really uber fun. and very nice and funny. HAHA. :)

and talking about birthdays and parties, it's joan anne's birthday on sunday, 28 nov and hanwei's birthday on 30 nov. so i shall wish them a happy birthday together. and we'll be celebrating it in sentosa and no, i won't forget the presents. so hanwei, just wait please.

oh and i can't get my tagboard, cos when i try to open it, it doesn't show and it always seem to have problems when i try to refresh it. i've tried it for days, but i can't seem to be able to get it back, so it might be some time before you see a tagboard on my blog. but nevermind, there're still ways you can get to me. you could always send me a msg on friendster or text me, so yes.

when you feel like no one understands you, if you're on the edge of breaking down, no don't give up, i was like this just recently, but i just picked myself up. let your heart and soul not grow cold and weary. and all you got to do is just remember this:

God will make a way
when there seems to be no way
He works in ways
we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
hold me closely to His side
with love and strength
for each new day
He will make a way
He will make a way

alright. hope that this might be of help to your broken heart or broken life, but just remember this and keep the faith. life still has to move on, so you would rather lead a happy life then a tired and meaningless life right? (okay i'knw its all easier said then done, but you just got to try it. at least try, cos i'm trying too. sigh.)

i'm leaving for JB to train on thursday morning and i won't be back in s'pore till monday afternoon(2-6 dec). i don't know if i'll be updating before i leave, but i doubt so, cos i'm lazy and so if there's anything, any msg to drop, you could text me cos i have auto roaming. but if you don't have my actual number, you could get it from me before i leave, but just in case, i'll leave my prepaid number on my friendster acct so you could use it to msg me if its urgent, then i'll reply with my acutal number. alright? and so, i'm off people. take care. :)

i wished for heaven, but with you heaven already seem so close