let my heart be changed, renewed
i know it might be a little late to say these, but,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY YINGYING.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARISSA.
HAPPY SPIRITUAL BIRTHDAY, CHARISA.
yingying & marissa:
hey darlings. hope you'd enjoyed your birthday eh. although exams are round the corner and it's not a good time to enjoy all you want, but at least it's better than me. it beats having to celebrate your birthday with exams, doesn't it. yeah, i celebrate(actually i don't) spend my birthday every year since i was young with books and exams stress. so, hope you two enjoyed your big day eh. hope it was kickass. LOVE MUCH.
worn out and faded, the weakness starts to show.
yeah, 24 april'd become another special day of my life. today's my spiritual birthday, meaning, i got baptised into Christ today. five of us, jiemin, zoeleen, jeffrey, cyrus and i were baptised. it was quite fun and nice. the wind and waves were damn big, it almost blew us away. yeah, so we can start our communion next month. and so, i official belong to Christ now. it's no longer i that live, but Christ that lives in me.
sunny days, where've you gone?
i get the strangest feeling you belong.
why does it always rain on me?
just cause i lied when i was fifteen?
anyway, my family and i are going through a spiritual battle. yeah, it sounds scary and i thought it would never happen to me, but it did. uncle cheng hwee told us that before we get baptised, we might have to go through a spiritual war. i didn't understand the meaning of it, until recently. satan is around, trying to mess our lives up. zoeleen and i were baptised today and we were the new numbers who belong to Christ. and so, satan is unhappy and is trying to mess things up. granddad seem that he became quite ill today. he'd to go for a lung xtray and he'd this long tube that went in through his nostrils, all the way to his liver, where his gall bladder is. and there, the nurse will try and suck out the bile every two hours. it looks so disgusting and pain. imagine a tube inserted from your nostrils all the way to where your live is? sigh. granny is most affected by it. she cried like mad when she sees it. i'm sure it's God's will and amazing things'll happen. it's a tough battle, but Christ'd overcome satan, so well, we'll just have to commit everything to God, stand firm in our faith, and pray.
yeah, it's high time to grow up, charisa, grow up.
i'm waiting on the sunshine, the sunshine.
