fate ran it's course
i suffered my loss

sigh, bad news and good news today. both are too damn sudden. so tell me which i should say first? maybe i should talk about the good one first. my cousin's in the labour ward now, give birth to her triplets. two of them are girls and one is a boy. that's how cool and nice right. so i'll have two new nephews and one new neice. yeah, i can't wait for their arrival to the world please. okay, now to the bad news. my granddad's hospitalised. and he needs to go for an urgent operation to remove this lump that grew in his intestines. i hope the lump isn't cancerous and it doesn't spread. granny is so worried that she cried non-stop ever since she returned home. this is bad.

this whole incident reminds me of the significance and how fragie life is. it's this amazing and pain cycle that everyone will go through before we meet our maker; birth, old/ill, then finally leave the world. although we often say that this is a cruel world, but since we're in this world, we just have to make the best out of it and live it to the fullest. and i'll continue to make my granddad's life the most fulfilling one, anyone would wish to have. yeah, may God bless and heal with His healing strength.

anyway, mummy was nice today. she promised that i can go and do/fix my hair after the mid years. and i'm looking forward to it, cause i can't wait to have nicer and smooth hair. can't wait please.

cause it's burning me
holding on to this