in the end, i wanna be standing at the beginning with you

hello folks. good news, i don't have to retain next year. i wasn't given a chance to, i wasn't allowed to retain by the school, but given the chance, i would. i want to start all over again. but since i can retain, i'll promote to sec3 express and start all over again.

it isn't difficult to believe that its the end of school term, end of the whole school year, cos time really flies. i'm feeling great and not too great, i'm having mixed feelings about end of the school year. of cos its great that we could put away our books and enjoy this hols. okay i know its not as if we studied really hard that we deserved a good break, but its still a chance for us to take a break from school, well at least for myself. i'm really tired of school, i need a break, i need my rest.

i'm not feeling too great about end of school term cos its my streaming year and i know that i'm gonna miss my sec2 class, being in a class together. i know when it comes to splitting up or graduation, i'll just be filled with emotions. i dunno whether its a good thing, but i think its always sad to split up, especially when you think that you've found the friends, those that you would really want to keep for life. i dunno about the rest, but i know im going to miss being in the same class with everyone.

its not like we(2b) have the best student or maybe have the prettiest in the school or anything like that. we were actually nothing, but i can see everyone grow from inmature silly little girls from sec1 to more matured girls in sec2. it has been two years, two long years, but it seem like it was just yesterday. there're so many fond memories that will always be kept close to my heart. i'll remember our sec1 orientation camp, sec1 efl, sec2 efl camp and the recent class BBQ party. come to think of all these, i just feel so warm.

so much had happend this two years. both good and bad, but i've learnt a lot from everything that had happened and to accept everyone the way she is. there were some conflicts, and i'm here to apologise to those whom i've scolded, offended and even hurt in anyways. i'm really sorry but its what we've all gone through that made us stronger and make us bond closer to each other right? please don't take anything to heart.

i feel like doing shoutouts;

2b girls(everyone)
hey girls, these two years spent with all of you was really great and enriching. i've learnt a lot from all of you and i know my sec1 and 2 wouldn't have been the same if it wasn't for all of you there, it wouldn't have been the charisa here. although i hate splitting and if i were given a choice, i would chose to stay with all of you. i hate to say this, but when there's a beginning, there's an ending. its the end of out two years together. i really appreciate all you girls and all the precious memories we had will always be kept close to my heart. all the best in all your different classes, continue to study hard and do well. i know 2b girls are strong and we'll all do it together, no matter where we are alright? i can't help it but i'm going to miss studying with each and everyone of you. 1/2b is a rocks! i LOVE you girls. :)

brenda
hey pebbles! its the end of the year. yay! haha maybe not. just want to thank you again for tolerating my nonsense and my bitchfits at times. i know you're a friend that i'll keep no matter what, no matter when, no matter how long. train hard during the hols. love you :)

cheryl goh
hey you smart girl! its the end of the year, and i know i'll be missing you during the hols and when we split into different classes. jus continue to study hard yes? i know you'll go very far, with your brains. sorry about the conflict we had before and sorry for scolding you that time. i still feel bad about it. haha thanks for everything. -iLy

yi ting
pretty girl! i dunno whether you'll get to read this, but just want to thank you for all the things you've done and helped me through. i know you'll go far with your brains too. just study hard and don't slack. i'll miss you during the hols. iLOVEyousexy.

kylie
my dear councillor, i really had fun hating and loving you. although i only found you more likeable towards the end of the year, but thank you for not catching my belt, eating in class, to using my phone in class. haha no la, actually, thank you for everything. i think you're really nice and i've learnt to like you, but now that we're splitting, i'll miss you. i love you too k. -hug

felicia and joanne
my dears! i will really miss the two of you sitting behind me in classes. you're my best sitting partners in class and i LOVE you! takecare sweets.

shenevie
hello. i know this last term haf been really hard for you. it would have been hard on me if i were you too. all these while, i hope that you've learnt, and not make those same mistakes again. i'm sorry for scolding you and we're still friends k.

maria
mmm so you think i don't miss you la. i miss you too okay. i enjoyed gonig out with you today and yes, we'll go out during the hols but you must date me cos i dunno when you're availale. yes of cos i would want to go into the same class as you. lets see our fate. okay takecare. i'll miss you. i LOVE my genius! :)

eleanor
my precious BOO! i miss you so much where have you been these two days? i know you're studying hard for you Os and all the best for your Os alright? i know you can do it. do your best and God will do the rest. i'll be praying for you. i miss you, i LOVE you! :)

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i'll do anything, just to get to you again