I want your corner in the pouring rain

I've been cramping for the whole day. It's really painful, so painful I left church early. I couldn't even sit still to listen to sermon. I was almost crouching the whole time. Can you feel my pain? I bet you don't (esp if you're boy):. My mum & sister are shopping now like dammit. I feel so poor thing alone at home. I wanna shop too especially when my mum's around but the cramps are killing.

So Jc(s) 'visiting' yesterday. I think we got a good impression of Sajc's school environment. Partly because it's new I guess. We've a bad impression of Cjc & Ajc's campus. Partly cause the buildings are old. Carolyn & Madeline feels that Cjc is another Stc. It just gives you the Catholic feeling & the stairs seems freaky ( when you're climbing up you feel like there's nuns holding a candle climbing up the stairs). Oh & the lights are really dim. I think Carol & I sort of decided we wouldn't want another Stc cause four years is really (good) enough. To study in the same environment/feeling for two years all over again, I think we'd dropped it.

Then we went to Madeline's house. At Mad's house we were lying all over her bed. Carol was in love with her blankie. There were feathers flying out cause there was a hole at the side. Kinda funny. We talked some rubbish & I saw Mad sister's Paul Frank bag. Though it's a 'crab' design I still found it quite cute. I almost wanted to rob her of the bag hur. Yesterday was alot of goooood (deep) talkings and I really enjoyed it. Especially on the bus to Delta when we shared bout our past lives & wrong things we've done. But all were past & was really funny when we talked bout it (esp Carol) Hur I know you're curious but I can disclose anything. Shhh it's secret sweetie.

Oh did I mention we took so many buses (trips). Like eight-ten rides. Never had I taken so many buses in a day. But when I'm with them I'm 'forced', but not a bad thing actually (save money for more shopping). I had this great urge to cab every single time we were waiting for the bus. Plus the weather was so hot. But anyway, yesterday was fun & I'm still cramping I need hot water.

You are my Rock - Hillsong United

There's a voice in the silence, piercing the darkness of my own selfish soul
There's a cry deep within me, a yearning to feel you
I look to you, Lord

I can pretend I don't run from the feelings I'm trying to hide
Must get the focus of me and my problems
I look to the cross

You are my Rock on You I stand
Safe from the storms that surround me
You're my only Rock, In you I can
Don't have to rely on my own strength.

God you're soveriegn over my life's situation. No matter where or what mistakes I've made in the past, You've given me everything I need to glorify You right now.
You are my Shield, my Strength, my Portion, Deliverer, my Shelter, Strong Tower, my very present help in time of need.
Lord, You're in control.