Friday, March 10, 2006

heartflow

a heart can break so easily
friendship is forever
we'll stick together as one


three days of mission ended. much laughter as well as tears. but those crying wasn't for nothing cause i renewed some lost friendships. i'm really so damn touched, i can't explain. i wouldn't even be this touched if my crush sent me a truckfull of roses or folded a thousand hearts for me. thanks for the many friends who'd affirmed our friendships, here's my replies to the hearts and notes.

shenevie, you really touched me cause you still remembered the sec2 incident and you still feel guitly about it after so long. i never expected the heart from you. actually i've long forgotten about the bad past. i don't have the right to judge you cause we all sin and Jesus first forgave us. don't worry, you're my friend again! a special one. thurges, hey thanks for your note. it's really encouraging to hear that i'm different from everyone else. i'll always be happy cause i've you to massage me in classes when i'm tired. thanks for everything, girl. felicia, i was really kidding when i said that you've forgotten about me. we're really different in so many ways but you still have my heart after we parted to different classes in sec3. you're someone i'll always remember. samantha, really glad to hear that from you. indeed we've been through alot. those crazy times in sec1 and 2. still remember that time in sec3 when you did silly things and when we sent you to the hospital? we were with you at night. sometimes i wish i could turn back time. but maybe things had been better you for now. study hard okay? no matter what happens, you'll always have my heart. leilani, haha i didn't know i helped you slim down. can you tell me how i did that? yup i'm doing well now don't worry about me. all the memories would be kept in my deepest pits of my hearts. i'll still be there if you wanna shop :) zhiyi, i dontknw why, but you're this friend i can never let go no matter what happens. i'm holding on your words that i'll be remembered. all the good old times will really stay with me. i've seen you grow from a rude naughty girl to a more sensible girl. study hard okay? you'll have my heart forever.

hockey favourite girls:
ber, we've been through so much since the lower sec days, remember? so glad to have you close to me now. you take care of your knee alright? carol, i've never seen you cry so much before. i'm so glad you're feeling better now. stay strong alright? i'll be there for you always! hit, your note was really cute. it made me laugh while i was crying. you said thanks for being there for me and the friendship too. haha made me laugh. be sure that i'll continue to be there for you, always! jill, thanks for being my friend for four years too. you're special and different in your own ways and i appreciate you alot! remember to support me in the semis! mar, oh man this is the first time i hear that you love me alot. haha i love you alot too beeeeach, maybe even more. mad, welcome girl. the morning breakfasts, history classes and trainings wouldn't have been as enjoyable without you. like i told you, you're the one that make me feel so good, even when at times i don't deserve. thanks for everything! sush, i will remember you forever too, especially for complaining about my hard hits that kills you. haha. lam, aye captain! strong comments on my blog? haha thanks for your encouragements on the field and keeping me alert/aware of opponents behind me. yes, we can do it tog!

everyone, prepare well for the semi-finals. once we're through, our big day will be the finals! can you feel it?

now i know i'm truly blessed and out of so many people, there's at least a friend who'll always have my heart. i still stand close to the choice of having one/a few good friends who'll support you and be there for you rather than a big group of hello-goodbye friends - those who're fair weathered and hypocrites. don't you agree?

training was good :) i'm really excited to play in the semi-finals. we go girls!

sometimes i wonder why life'd been playing so many tricks on me. sigh.