i'll take my chance

when i feel like i'm lost
something tells me
you're here with me

just got home from club training. we did our beep test today & i didn't do too well. haven't been training much till this two weeks & stamina is down. okay i have to & i will improve by the end of november. anyway, training was alright. it was kinda strenuous. i need to improve. alot, damn alot.

open house today was quite quiet & boring. we didn't have much students visiting us so we kinda entertained ourselves. at first we were watching all our past trainings & games videos. we all had funny hairstyles. those were the days when mr balbir was still with us. i felt so sad when i saw him on the video. the memories just flies back. i still miss him alot alot. but i'm thankful to God that at least someone as special & precious as mr balbir was in my life for two superfantastic years. those were the good old days. i really really miss him. frigging alot alot alot. too deep to feel.

okay then after the videos, we played some crap game. haha we were kicking the floorball & trying to score into the chairs. in the end, the game ended up more like a cat-fight. we were pulling, pushing, kicking, tickling, each others' everywhere. haha damn funny & it's duper fun. haha it is still making me laugh.

anyway, the first dose of malaria pills for lumut trip starts tomorrow. everyone please remember to eat. i bought the elle bag that i wanted for quite some time.

have you ever wondered why is growing up so tough & unfair? i'm trying very very hard to learn but this world is just too superficial. i'm really sick of all the unfair & wrong judgements about things & me. i really am. yknw why growing up is tough & unfair? go figure, then tell me.

i'm gonna watch pride now. maybe it'll trigger some happiness.
shopping with the usual chicks tomorrow.