silent hurt

& you won't get to
see the tears i cry

english paper 2 was set to kill. i felt that it was unexpected to have been given a pretty damn tough paper. well, it's over and since i've done my best, i couldn't be least bothered.

the news reported that a little girl in india killed herself cause she wasn't given pocket money(four cents) for lunch. i think it's so sad and i feel for her. four cents and she took her life? sigh. so many parts of this world are still living in poverty. the rich are getting richer, the poor getting poorer. what's becoming of this world?

nothing made me smile or even triggered me to do so today. not even pride.

pride was sad. mmhm actually i dknw if it's really sad but i just felt that it was sad. was it sad or did i bring in my sadness into it?

i feel horrible and miserable. it's more than bittersweet misery. it's worst and i hate it.

enough said. i'm really tired. i'm off.