maybe when you're done
with the endings,
this can begin
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Jesus Christ, author and finisher of my faith,
where're You?
i know that God is always there, and i've no rights to question where God is. and i know that i've to firstly ask myself why i can't feel God's presense in my life. there's difinitely something wrong with me/in my life. i know that, but i can't help asking, where God is in my life. okay, maybe i should advert the question back to myself and not God. don't you feel that calling ourselves christians isn't easy at all? to follow Christ and walk the narrow path of truth and life. to me, i think it's more difficult than conquering the highest mountain or the deepest seas in the world. it's the most difficult thing to do than any other thing in the world. don't you agree?
yeah of course our mouth can say that we're christians, we can testify for Christ, but having your life as a living testimonial, and that others might see Christ-likeness in you, that's the thing most christians can't do. many of us have the wrong perspective of being christians. we do all the wrong stuffs, say all the wrong stuffs, act wrongly, and it's only through a word of mouth that we say we're christians. do you think others can see Christ-likeness in us? we all know, no.
i know i need to stay away from the material stuffs and the superficialities of worldly enjoyment, read the bible, and pray.
sigh. Lord, please have mercy.
hols just started and it's already getting boring. yeah, shopping, movies, dinners, suppers, but how entertaining can all these get if you do it every other day? and worst, they're all the superficialities of worldly enjoyments. i've a crazy idea to kill time. maybe i should just enrol myself in dance classes. but actually the hols training are enough to kill (and get uberly tann by the beginning of term 3). whatamisaying?
did you rise the sun for me
paint a million stars,
that i might know your majesty
thank God for the sun and the wonderfully hot weather.
the sun's good if you're dying to get a nice bronze tann, or sun-kissed.
TANNING, anyone? (i need to even out my tannlines)
i toss and turn all night
cause i was looking for an ending
