when you open your eyes, you'll see that something is wrong

diet pills, surgery
photoshoped pictures in magazines
telling them how they should be
everyone's going crazy
but why does it make sense to me?

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hey. i'm going to start my rantings and whinings again; i'm tired. yes, very tired. we had physical training today, so i had to wake up early again(its doesn't make a big difference, cause i can't sleep these days anyway) to go to ccab for training. i was early for the first time but brenda came later. is that a punishment for me for always being late? maybe. HAHA.

oh, then after training, brenda and i went to town to meet grace, leilani and yiting to shop for christmas presents. and they bought me a nice bag. haha how nice right? and we bum around till six plus before we decided that we're tired, so we headed home. and now, i'm so tired. i've nothing much to say anymore, so i'm off.