im home early today, cos i went to see a doctor and i didnt go for trng. my tummy still hurts now. i dont know what and why im doing this to harm myself, but so what, i'll better be off dead or somewhere else. this world is getting so complicated, and im really getting tired. im tired and im too tired of this world.

ive got a sad life, but so what.

and i cant stand my hair anymore. its getting longer and longer. ohwell. i might just go and cut some of them off. its so annoying.

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shenevie wong ;
i dunno why am i dedicating another post just especially for you, but i really cant take your nonsense anymore. anw, shenevie wong is you. dont have to doubt whether im mentioning you. yes, its you. oh, ive got smth important to ask you. why didnt you come to school today? all of us miss you so much you know. we so wanted to see your clown face. haha. and what are you saying behind our backs now? dont think tht no one knows. we all know everything okay. since you think tht we framed you, then i ask you this agn; why didnt you stand up for your rights in front of mrs low whn we were all there ystd? if you think tht ure really right, and we were accusing you of doing smth wrong, then i dont see why you dont have the courage to say tht you were right. why do you have to wait till you get home, and tell it to others? and may i ask you, who were the extras standing there and talking to mrs low, together with me? and did i blow up the whole matter? even if i did, am i wrong? and let me tell you smth, i didnt blow up the matter okay. it wasnt a small matter, neither was it a big matter. i really dont wished to bring tht up to mrs low, but ive got no choice. you forced me to. cos since your ego is so high, and you wouldnt want to admit tht ure in the wrong, then too bad. the sadest thing is, until now, you still think tht ure right, and we're all wrong. ohwell, think whatever you want la. if this is the way you want it, then pls dont ever dream of us forgiving you, cos you dont even want to admit your mistakes. ure so incorrigible, and you simply disgusts me. our world doesnt welcome losers like you. get a life and go away!

i shall not mention anymore things. the more i think of it, the more i boils up. sigh. anw, i need someone to accompany me to shopping, to buy the stuffs, cos im leaving for malaysia to train next monday. mmm.

so there. laters! (:

dream a hundred thousand dreams before, now i finally realised \