im back home frm sch early today. sch havent been really great anw :)

oh, smth interesting tht is, there're eight japanese girls frm the chij convent in japan who're over in sch for an exchange programme. i was really excited whn i saw them okay. there're like so cute. haha. i like the way they speak and their hairstyles. oh, and their convent uniform is unique. its a little different frm ours. they still wear pinafole and blouse, but they wore black shoes, with high white socks. and they look so cute! (:

im really tired of the life im leading, and everything. things havent been going well for me, im having the wrong mindset of many of things, im making many mistakes tht i know i shldnt have been making. life havent been so smooth for me either. there're many things happening, many setbacks, its just tht i didnt tell them to anyone. i feel so small.

anw, to my clique, and classmates, im really sorry if ive been pmsing and showing attitude to you girls these days. i didnt mean to break off frm you girls, going straight home after sch almost everyday, ignoring you sometimes, but im really tired of everything. i need a break frm everything. sometimes i just wished tht i could sleep forever, and never have to wake up anymore.

pls dont hold anything ive done against me alright. pls understand my situation. ive got enough of my own problems to worry abt. im grateful tht all of you are patiently tolerating my nonsense and childplays. im really really sorry for everything.

dont worry too much. im alright. i just need a good break. takecare too alright. loves! (:

` not your perfect girl