So I say a little prayer, & hope my dreams will take me there

I promised (did I?) that I'll be back. & I am anyway, whether I did or not. This is probably one of the few entries I'll be posting here. I dknw who's gonna read this but I just wanna send my Best wishes to everyone doing O's alright?

I never really thought I would say this but, I especially wanna wish my class, Four St Bernadette Mighty Strength to finish this last lap well. Why Especially? I think we need the Most luck & strength to carry through. Don't be discouraged by the prelims alright? We all know in a way or two that the results are reflections of the amount of effort we all put in. So More effort = Better results alright? Erase all your bad/negative thoughts. Don't let them be your self-fulfillling prophecy. Really, I don't care what comments people may pass bout us, I don't care at all. Everyone of us can prove others Wrong, can't we? I know well we can. So all I wanna say is that no matter what, Never Never Ever Give Up!

To my fellow teammates, I'll be praying for Minds of Steel (in all of us). BRUCE!

& to every other friend, I wish you Best too.

Come what may, just know that you've given your best Best BEST.

Do you remember the way we used to melt

Uhhhh I've decided to move to (attractiveattraction).livejournal.com. Anyhow, I won't disclose my new url so if you want you can ask from me online. However I may not give it to retain (my-new-wanted) privacy.

So bye (But I may come back). We'll see.

Live not the Hand-me-down Dreams

Just watched the telecast of the Prime Minister's Nation Day Rally Speech. Well I have to say that he was quite interesting (from talkingcock.com to the Sjc inspired clay/sand Sg). He is one of the "cooler" father/man & is definetely in tune with the current new-age generation (cause my dad still can't accept/relate to multi-tasking ie. blasting music, online & doing work at the same time). My dad was laughing funnily when he heard what he said. Ahhhh I wish my dad was "cooler" like him hahah. If I ever become a mother (99% Not), I'll be a damn cool one.

I suddenly remembered something random but funny. Jillian once told me that Madeline was so excited one day she told Jill: "Let's get naked!" Hahaha man. One of those funny gooooood times (racy) thoughts.

School tmrw & I'm squjksgnity dreading it. Did so much maths (Imma loving it!) this weekend, I didn't believe I could do more. Tmrw/this week will be a more fruitful/productive day/week. Cause I'm already on board a fast (bullet) train. So if you come on board (study with me), I'll carry you along (zooooom we go).
PROMISE! Cause my promise is Finer than you.

Deep inside I hope you feel it too

What a beautiful saturday night (So what a pity to be home). Too much commitments turn lives topsy turvy. Everyone is too busy for me today :(

Lesson for today is Divinity (authenticity, ie: how true is it) of the Bible & it's is really interesting. So I think I'm gonna share something I learnt with you. Firstly, it is estimated that 35 (Old Testament) writers worked on the different parts of the Bible independently without any specifications or collaboration with each other. On the day of assembly, all the different parts (written by writers with no relationship with each other) fitted perfectly without any adjustments or alterations! Can you imagine that? It's like 35 people (who dknw each other) each working on a part of a book & finally when they met to assemble the book, the story was all perfectly linked? It's not possible with the power of men. Only God is capable of such a feat! I marvel at Your saving Grace.

The easiest to relate (for all) will be the scientic facts. Lets talk about Astronomy & nuclear science. Isiah 40:22 tells us that the earth is round, "It is God who sits above the cirle (round, spherical) of the earth." The Book of Isiah was written in 700 BC, yet it was only the 15th century that scientist verified that the earth is round. Prior to that, men believed that the earth was flat & sailors feared that they may sail off the edge of earth. God knew everything that is gonna happen & records it in the Bible way before men even knew anything. How Great is our God!
(Btw all information is adapted from Uncle Hock Seng's sharing)

2 Corinthians 5:7 "For we walk by faith, not by sight."

Isn't it amazing that all the prophecies stated in the Bible has & is coming true? Indeed God is the author & finisher of Life! I swear I will not exchange a "666-mark of the Beast" (refer to Revelation 11:9) for a Lambourghini (I can't spell) hahah. It is especially important in the end days that we come to know the one & only true living God (Jesus Christ). I pray that you will hear of the gospel & accept it one day.

Anyhow, I bought nice stuffs & had yummy dim sum for dinner & I found some cool place for romantising & boooozing. Uhhhh so if you're going on a date but found trouble locating a sexy place you can come to me. I wanna eat mussels (someone ask me for delicious seafood). Next thursday (Fiona I hope) & saturday I'm free for study. Anyone who wanna help me with maths will be welcomed with open arms.

Glamour Indie Rock & Roll for weekend nights. I'll do much maths tonight, I promise. I'm getting on board a fast train.

If I could fall into the Sky
Do you think time would pass me by
Cause Youknw I'll walk a thousand miles
If I can just see you tonight
Goodnight.

I wish you tell me the last thing I wanna hear

This is a new paragraph I'm just adding on to the ones I wrote just now (below). Just got home from GWC & I'm glad + feeling very proud of myself cause I (alone) studied for three solid (without breaking) hours (as good if not better then night study in school). I did alot of maths & SS (source-base). Cause I was thinking, if I stayed home, I'll be slacking or sleeping. Then I thought of the people doing night study in school & I suddenly feel that I need to buck up. & so I did! Bad thing is that I'm taking too much coffee lately :(

Uhhhh so yesterday was one of my most productive study session I've ever had. Thanks Hannah. Weiting was just telling me in school that cgs girls are always focussed. Haha I think to a certain extent that's true! - Look at my sister (she studys six-seven hours a day wth). Sometimes (like now) I wish I can be like her.

I'm considering if I should go night self-study sessions in school. I think I'll be further driven when I see the whole auditorium of students giving the Best fight of their lives. Practical exams are comencing next week. Need to read up on an/cat-ions.

I am asking for the last time. Anyone(!!) who wants to study out at Plaza Sing Starbucks tmrw at bout 6pm please text me. Carolyn, Hitomi, Madeline & Marissa please get back to me tonight! I need maths help. Good day!

Your heart is as ugly as sin

Just got home from Suntec City. Madeline is such a silly ass! The incident went like this.. I asked Mad if she wanted to accompany me to Raffles City to buy my Nike shirt. So she said okay (with no obligations) in the end. Unfortunately, the branch at Raffles City ran out of stock. But the salesman reserved the shirt for me at the Suntec Branch. Mad was reluctant to go but so sweetly, she went (again, no obligations). But this time, she was rushing (walked so quickly till we got there and back to City Hall). She was going to buy some facial masque so I went home. Guess what? When I reached home, she texted me to tell me that she thought I was following her to buy the masque. But I didn't even know I was suppose to go with her (she didn't even tell me). Haha then she got angry with herself for being so silly. What a day! Sorry Mad :( I'll make it up to you, I promise. Anyhow, I bought my shirt & am happy :D

You see, this is what happens when you don't make your thoughts known. Till date, I only have divine connection/telepathy with Carolyn. She's the only one I can look into the eye & she gets my thoughts (not a hundred percent though). It took us four years of cultivation hahah. So if there's anything you want to let someone know, don't wait. Make known & not make-believe!

Gotta go & meet Hannah at BurgerKing (minus the food) for some study now. Am still looking for anyone who wants to study at PS this saturday evening. I need help with freeeeaking maths. Ring me. Study hard folks.

Hearts are empty rooms & Splendor falls

So after much affirmation, I've decided to start a time table so I can keep track of my (accelarating) pace till prelims. & a new one after prelims. I will work on the first time table today. Countdown to prelims is: twenty six days & to actual O's is sixty seven days. I'm not running away but I'm right on my way.

Could I ever ____, but life goes on...

UNSOLVED Suffocated wronged reasons bad days superficial unpredictable whore collide possibilities uninspired promises supposingly faded cynical funloving killjoy mistakes runaway genuine brokeness insecurities disease dark bittering MYSTERIES
(JAMPACKED thoughts, for you)